Music totally drives my life/emotion/energy. I have to have music on all the time. I can’t run a block without listen to music, but crank some “DJ Trashy” or anything with a strong beat and I can easily run 5 miles! I’m the type of person that is totally honest, but I can stuff my emotions away, so when I’m alone and hear a song or watch a movie that hits certain cords, I will totally cry my eyes out (as long as no one is around). With that being said, this song by Evanescence has made me cry more then once. I’m not going to go into details as to why this song twists a dagger in my heart, but I’m sure some people can probably guess:
My Immortal by Evanescence
I’m so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave ‘Cause your presence still lingers here And it won’t leave me alone
These wounds won’t seem to heal This pain is just too real There’s just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me
You used to captivate me By your resonating light Now I’m bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me
These wounds won’t seem to heal This pain is just too real There’s just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me
I’ve tried so hard to tell myself that you’re gone But though you’re still with me I’ve been alone all along
When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me
I recently heard this AWESOME song on the Pole People pole dancing video that I got to go with my stripper pole. I had no idea what the song was called and it was like pulling teeth trying to get the information on the song. After literally hours of searching the internet, I found out that the song that I like is “Bodybody” by Isaac James.
From what I deduce from my internet search, Isaac James is a DJ in Australia and apparently he either had no internet skills or he has no interest in people buying his music…I can honestly say I have spent 4 – 5 hours trying to buy/download anything by Isaac James.
I finally found the “Bodybody” download available for purchase at JunoDownload.com. I excitedly put the song in my shopping cart and went to checkout. Guess what happened? JunoDownload.com would not accept my credit card OR Paypal payment. AHHHHHHHH!!!! I’m just trying to buy a freaking song, why is it so hard!!! So after that, I decided I was too frustrated to deal with it any more and gave up for a few days. Yesterday I decided to resume my quest to buy “Bodybody”, so I emailed Juno to see what’s up with their payment processing. They tweaked a few things and low and behold, I WAS ABLE TO BuY THE STUPID SONG!!! Yay!!!
If you like “Bodybody”, I also recommend another DJ/Group that goes by “Dirty South” (they are also from Australia). I like “The End” and “Let it Go” by Dirty South.
Did you know that Carmen Electra is a bonafide rapper? Yes, that’s right, she released a self titled rap album in 1993. And let me tell you, this is one hell of an album! With smash hits like “Go Go Dancer”, “Go on (Witcha Bad Self)” and “Fantasia Erotica”, you know I am anxiously awaiting the release of her next album.
Seriously though, Carmen’s rap album is SO bad it’s embarrasing. You gotta wonder what she was thinking. Check out the “hit” track “Go Go Dancer“. I wouldn’t quite call this gangsta rap, more like strippa rap…Although, I don’t think strip clubs would even play this horribly bad song. I hope she fired and/or quite hanging out with whomever told here she was a good rapper.
The whole reason I just thought about Carmens sweet rapping skillz is because that “Go Go Dancer” song is floating around in my iTunes and everytime it comes up in a shuffle I can’t believe how bad it is…very, very, very bad.
Luckly, Carmen Electra does have at least one talent…looking hot!
